Restless

I, however, feel restless. However I turn to optimism to invigorate me. It just seems so tiring.

The truth of the matter is this: when you face a wall, you are actually obstructed by the wall, not reeled into a straight-out focus. In fact, you lose focus, and concentration, because you concentrate on the insatiable hunger for answers.

It is much, much better to lean against the wall.